It shook her being to its very foundations. She’d been raised to be a boy, and she was good at it. Despite her affirmations of her own femininity, she was still more like a man then a woman. It haunted her; she ached to be like other girls, to know what it was like to be feminine.
Yesterday, she’d done just that. The memories were vivid. All her father had forced on her over the last sixteen years of her life were swept away. The speech patterns, the behavior, the posture, all of the trappings of man in modern civilization were negated by the base and primal instincts of man and women. Here in this bed, nothing had mattered but raw lust, and she’d been more then woman enough for that.
She turned to her still snoozing bedmate and wondered. What had driven her to do this? She’d never had much interest in men, and the only ones that had even show any in her were drooling perverts like that sack of shit, Ataru. Girls were sure interested in her, as she was a more manly man then most men, but she like BOYS damnit, even if it wasn’t that much.
She thought back harder then remembered. She’d been eating at that chinese place, she was hit by a cloud of dust, and then they were all over each other. It was the dust.
“Fuckin’ wonderful,” she muttered in her unusually masculine voice. “I thought that kinda stuff was centered around Lum and Ataru...”
Since Lum had arrived, things had gotten a lot stranger after all. Oh well, she was lucky it HADN’T happened around them. If she’s woken up with Mendo, or dear god, ATARU she’d have been forced to hang herself.
“You awake?” mutter the man next to her.
She blinked. “Yeah. How long you’ve been up?”
He sat up and blushed.. “Bout ten minutes.” He looked over to her and sighed. “Sorry about this...”
She blinked. Part of her wanted to throttle him for this mess. He’d taken advantage of her after all, but at the same time, he’s at least for a time had fulfilled her hearts desire. She’d felt like a real woman, and in the naked truth of the situation, part of her still did.
“No problem,” she replied stretching. She didn’t care how much he saw. It was nothing he hadn’t seen toughed, tasted, or probed.
He blinked. “You ain’t mad?”
Ryuunosuke thought for a second. “Not at you... I think it was some kinda drug.”
Ranma nodded. “Yeah. Probably. Story of my life.”
She smiled. “Mine too.”
Ranma staired at her for a long moment.
“What?” she asked, slightly annoyed.
“You got a kawaii smile,” he remarked without thinking.
Ryuunosuke’s heart began to pound in her chest. Kawaii. Someone though she was kawaii? This had to be some kind of twisted dream. She was a tomboy, more man then woman tanks to her father best efforts, and he called her kawaii.
“Really?”
Ranma blushed. It was obvious from the flush, and look of embarrassment on his face that he’d beaten of more then he could chew. “Ah, yeah. You got a nice smile... and ya ah…” he flushed even deeper. “You’re body’s really nice too… kinda sexy.
She blushed and smiled. She almost felt like a normal girl. It was nice, and she was giddy.
“What’s your name?” she asked. In the heat of the moment her voice was soft, almost feminine.
“Saotome Ranma, you?”
She shook her head. She like feeling like a girl, but this vulnerability thing freaked her out. It was just not her. She coughed and her voice went back to normal. “Fujinami Ryuunosuke.”
The sat in place for a moment, the words just not coming.
“Ah, so… what now?”
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