Nabiki, who was about to take the girl upstairs, did so.
It was true, Ukyou now found herself with an almost irresistable desire to fuck Ranma right now. Almost irresistable. Ironically, the only thing keeping Ukyou from losing her mind and becoming a sex-toy was the fat that she loved Ranma. And love was about a lot more than sex.
She wanted to love him as his equal, not as his slave. Slaves didn't go out to movies with their masters, didn't eat romantic dinners, didn't sit on the couch and laugh Conan O'Brien came on the international channel. They didn't kiss, at least not with their mouths, didn't buy each other gifts. They weren't told "I love you" unless there was a penis in them. Slaves had sex and were happy with that. Ukyou could feel the transformation eating away at the back of her consciousness, eroding who she was in favor of a submissive dick-holster. She knew that if she gave in, she wouod have been very content with mindlessness. But she didn't WANT to be content.
Ukyou staggered and put her arm against the wall to brace herself. The transformation was disorienting, and extremely painful. She knew that giving in would make the pain stop, but also knew she had to feel the pain. Her mind filled with unbidden thougts of contentment, of serving her master's every whim and being happy with that, of bearing a litter of freakish half-animal children and loving them, of sharing him with other women and loving that as well. She pushed them out of her mind, though she didn't know for how long.
Shr recalled all the hate and rage she had ever felt, and erected these emotions as a wall against the insidious happiness. She felt herself at the age of five being robbed by a guy who couldn't even recognize her as a girl, and how helpless and inferior she had been. She felt herself realizing that she would never have Ranchan, even as hard as she tried. She reminded herself, again and again, that Nabiki had done this to her, had casually tried to destroy her personality as if it was some kind of game.
An ultimate act of hate, she decided. The greatest expression of hate a human being could ever perform, would banish the happy rabbit from her mind. Staggering like a drunkard, she fell onto the kitchen counter.
"Are you all right?" asked the horrible skunk Nabiki, and walked close to Ukyou to comfort her, hold her, make her a slave. Nabiki didn't even have time to raise her tail when Ukyou spun around and plunged the steak knife into her neck.
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